What does it mean?

I haven't had a good night's sleep in the last I-don't-know-how-many-nights. I've been having strange dreams lately, sometimes nightmares too. In the middle of last night, I woke up with a shudder, literally. I couldn't remember the nightmare, but I felt scared. I have the tendency of recurring dreams and nightmares. Maybe I'll have it again tonight.

The dream that I do remember involved two other people, a boy and a girl. The girl wants to go meet some other boy and the boy in my dream doesn't approve. I seem to have a thing for this boy and find myself stuck between two. It's late and the girl wants to spend the night with the guy and I say, let her do what she wants to do. The boy doesn't want this to happen because he knows the other boy is a not-so-decent boy and I say, well, maybe you can meet him for lunch tomorrow. And I'm torn. We are in someone's room and there's ice-cream (considering how much I love ice-cream, not surprised that it appears in my dream). I'm trying to mend the situation by deflecting the tension onto deciding on what ice-cream each of them wants, when it gets cold in the room and I wake up to draw the curtains and lower the speed of the fan.

The other dream I was in love with a professor and he's in love with me and everyone knows about it and is happy about it, only, I need to finish my degree in order to 'officially' be with him. Oh boy.

What does it mean? It means I need a new strip of sleeping pills.