When I'm in my bed lying sideways and I close my eyes, I feel the ceiling is centimeters above my right ear. I imagine/see my head pressing against the pillow wanting more space between the bed and the ceiling. I see myself unable to move my legs because there is no room.
When I try to force these images away, I sometimes succeed and with my eyes closed, I see the room suddenly huge, white, bright, ceiling far away from me. I see myself as a tiny speck. And this too hurts and I open my eyes and see what's real.
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